Comin' back ?

" This goes out to someone that was/ Once the most important person in my life/ I didn't realize it at the time/ I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you so/ I don't really expect you to either/ It's just... I don't even know/ Just listen../ You're the one that I want, the one that I need/ The one that I gotta have just to succeed/ When I first saw you, I knew it was real/ I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel/ That wasn't me, let me show you the way/ I looked for the sun, but it's raining today/ I remember when I first looked into your eyes/ It was like God was there, heaven in the skies/ I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't want to get hurt/ But I didn't know I made everything worse/ You told me we were crazy in love/ But you didn't care when push came to shove/ If you loved me as much as you said you did/ Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit/ Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me/ I loved you with my heart, really and truly/ I guess you forgot about the times that we shared/ When I would run my fingers through your hair/ Late nights, just holding you in my arms/ I don't know how I could do you so wrong/ I really wanna show you I really need to hold you/ I really wanna know you like no one could else know you/ You're number one, always in my heart/ And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart/ I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man/ And then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand/ The thought of that just shatters my hear/ It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart/ At times we was off I was scared to show you/ Now I wanna hold you until I can't hold you/ Without you, everything seems strange/ Your name is forever planted in my brain/ Damn it, I'm insane,/ Take away the pain/ Take away the hurt/ Baby, we can make it work/ What about when you/ Looked into my eyes/ Told me you loved me/ As you would hugged me/ I guess everything you said was a lie/ I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes/ Now I'm not even a thought in your mind/ I can see clearly, my love is not blind/ I just wish everything could have turned out differently/ I had a special feeling about you/ I thought maybe you did too/ You would understand, but/ No matter what, you'll always be in my heart/ You'll always be my baby/ Our first day, it seemed so magical/ I remember all the time that I had with you/ Remember when you first came to my house?/ You looked like an angel wearing that blouse/ We hit it off, I knew it was real/ But now I can't take all the pain that I feel/ Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there/ I don't wanna hear that you no longer care/ Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?/ I didn't think you would ever do me like this/ I didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed/ I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess/ You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?/ Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another guy/ I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying/ Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying ." YOU'RE IN RUINS..